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HELLO!
thy blog owner.
CLAY.
Is a tad too obsessed with the men of Johnny's Entertainment. Wants to have her very own set of dancing, shirtless men.
Loves peach tea and passion fruit tea. Studying in NP and not NYP. I &hearts NP! Is not afraid of procrastinating work.
 &hearts V6
 &hearts 三宅健～～
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Sunday, May 23, 2010
Title : This is me, who I am.
Time : 5/23/2010 05:28:00 PM
Omaigod. I can't believe I'm actually blogging again. I guess stress right now in poly is on such an epic scale that even Twitter isn't even enough for me to vent on XDDD BUT ANYHOO! I'm supposed to be doing my critique for the stupid research article for an even stupider Nursing Research. Dammit, why can't this be a module in UNI where one can choose to become a RESEARCH NURSE and do all these stupid CRITIQUES ARGH LIKE WTF MAN. But at least I'm not like my dood friend from Film & Media Studies who has to do a Youth Olympic Games 2010 situational analysis crap thing in both English and FRENCH. He's totally tearing his hair out right now, poor guy. Thank heavens I backed out from the Lentor Medics Training for YOG 2010. I've got enough on my platter as it already is and I have NO idea what possessed me to sign up and think that I was competent enough to handle everything. *points middle finger at piano club* The people in there are terrible. No I don't freakin' care if they can see these, oh wait they won't coz I'm too insignificant just coz I'm in Health Sciences, well HA BLOODY HA, you guys are mental, go die. ... I'm not making any sense any more am I? *slowly crawls back to MS Word and gazes with hopelessness at critique* This is a sham ): Labels: D:, education's trap, issues, my boring RL, NP life, the harshness of RL |
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Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Title : Sorry.
Time : 1/20/2010 07:04:00 PM
This blog is DEAD. The only reason I'm still keeping it is because I can. Don't ask why. I won't know how to answer. Besides, I still can be found here at Twitter.However, I will screen whoever wants to follow me, so go get an account. It's easier than blogging IMO. Labels: need-to-knows |
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Sunday, November 22, 2009
Title :
Time : 11/22/2009 02:17:00 PM
I MISS MY BEST FRIENDS.
 Heeeeeeeeeeeee, I'm so sorry Sae but this was the only picture I could find of you without seeming like a stalker XDDD
 Sorry, these were the only pictures I could obtain from my HD ): The rest are all either in CD form or hardcopy photo form.
It's times like this when I really wish there was no such thing as graduation.
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Title : HAI GAIS I'M BACK~
Time : 11/22/2009 12:39:00 PM
Okay I know I've been neglecting my blog for some time a very long time. And been MIA in the online world and everything (something that I moaned to gridchan a while ago) and I am so. so. sorry. Real life and all that crap finally caught up to me a few months back and I can't even bother to blog because now I have Twitter, I find that I don't really have anything to blog about as I can tweet on the fly. Unlike blog. Which I need to have time to sit down and arrange my thought process and finally, really have something to blog about, y'know? Welp, now I guess I've finally accumulated enough in my head so I can unload everything here... Blargh. First things first.I really can't stand the fact that, no matter how hard I try, I can't seem to get away from him. Yes HIMMMM. THAT GUY. STOP PLAGUING MY THOUGHTS. It's like seeing yummy, delicious chocolate cake which I. Will. Never. OBTAIN. Gah. And it's not helping that he's in the same ward as my friends for this time's attachment at NUH and I'm like wondering why am I not in the same ward or even the same hospital? And it's not good cuz I know I'm not supposed to mix work and relationship together (as what a good senior of mine once told me) but it's just so ARGH. Y'know. The feeling of wanting to rid myself of sights and thoughts of him but at the same time not WANTING to and balslhrshghqwauhghhadgjhl D: D: And it's like I'm going around in fucking CIRCLES. Like, I'm repeating myself over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over. Not good, I repeat not fucking good for health, this is. Hurghhhhh. And then there's my fucking literature review which doesn't even mean ACTUAL LITERATURE but instead, researching fucking nursing articles about infection control which is so BLOODY hard and I can't even find a piece that actually TELLS me how nurses practice infection control so I can even fucking compare methods and blargh. I KNEW I should've stuck with the topic effect of music on relieving pain and allaying anxiety but noooo I had to be a pushover and went on to fucking infection control. Then it's like everything's piling up on me and I have 3 freakin' tests tomorrow i.e. Pharmaco, Listening & Speaking in Jap and NSL PRACTICAL TEST. Practical tests are no joke, fuck it. You think that when you're in secondary school and you're all "Gah, I wish I was in uni/poly already so I can have more fucking freedom" but once you're actually in uni/poly, it's a whole new story, especially when it comes to PRACTICAL TESTS. What I would give just to go back to Lodge and have the teachers all tell me what to do at every step again. And I don't want people giving me shit about how life is supposed to be like this and how I'm supposed to learn and grow up and all that crap. I know okay. However, I'm really stressed right now and you're not supposed to add stress to ALREADY stressed people kthnxbai. And sorry, but I don't really appreciate the fact that some people (who seriously, aren't THAT pressured at all but try to act all "Ohhh, I understand I'm going through the same thing" but , HELLO? YOU aren't in Health Sciences. YOU don't know what it's like to be a student nurse. Don't even TRY. It's not what you think it is. I'm telling you this so you don't have to waste resources trying to sound fucking emphatizing because I. Don't. Give. A. Shit.) I know it's a 'trying to be kind but ending up sounding like a mothafucking hypocrite' thing so please, stave off. I appreciate it but seriously. Health Sciences students from a different world altogether. I know, because I know. Try being in my shoes. No wait, on second thoughts, don't. Oh, and if you think this rant is far from over, it is not. Can you believe it, I'm even stressed about going back to Kuching? It means having to balance my time between my old friends from Brisbane and old friends from school. And I, frankly speaking, am very much more tempted to camp out at home. The hermit disease strikes again, blargh. Because I'm going to have to go through 2 weeks of some sort of attachment hell before going back and seriously, I'm going to be fucking exhausted. Like, right after common test is fucking ATTACHMENT. What kind of a shit schedule do I have? And it's not even with the guy I lo--like. I give up. Almost everything that I think of will come back to him. Why do I even care anymore? Why do I even give a damn anymore? I wish he were gay. Then it won't be so painful. 2 weeks is seriously not enough for a recovering holiday. I'm sorry in advance if I turn down offers to spend time with some of you guys because I'm going to be nursing my very battered body at home, curled up in a blanket in my freezing cold room. I don't mean to be a spoilsport because really, test week, crazed-up bonding camp and attachment right after is no joke. I hope someone right now is going through the same thing as I am, so I'd feel like shit for typing out this self-centered post and not thinking that at least there's someone to share the burden with me.
Not.Mwahahahahahahaha. I know I'm so totally fucking evil right now but I don't give a damn. Life is so fucked up for me right now that I should so totally be a baby and bawl about it. Edit: And I just found out that all my lovely lovely music from my 3rd "EVEN MORE MUSIC OF LOVE" folder had not been transferred into my HD. And all my TOKIO and Arashi songs were inside. *sigh* I'm so sorry Belle, for being such a careless whack ): So right now, I'm going to go re-DL all my TOKIO and Arashi songs. Blargh. I hate you, real life. Labels: do not wants, education's trap, epic fail, lamentos |
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Monday, August 10, 2009
Title : 夢？夢魔？
Time : 8/10/2009 12:17:00 AM
Had a really strange dream which I neglected to blog about due to time constrains but since now so free... XDD
Anyway, everyone knows those Final Destination movies right? The one where everyone goes through some sort of horrible, cruel death and makes you feel oh-so-neurotic after watching the movie ==
I guess it's because of watching The Final Destination trailer one too many times these few weeks was what triggered the dream OTL
Let's see now... *gathers thoughts*
Not too clear about the details but yeah.
Started off with everyone I knew and myself on vacation or something like that in resort that uncannily reminded me of Damai beach.
And as very few people know, I tend to get lost while going to the swimming pools in Damai so in my dream, there were many many flights of stairs I had to go up and down, JUST to get to the blasted swimming pools outside.
I could hear people screaming and laughing with fun and water splashing around as kids played in the pool but somehow, it was just super hard for me to get there >:(
I FORGOT HOW I CAME ACROSS A DASTARDLY PLOT WHICH ENDED UP WITH A BLONDE GIRL BEING ELECTROCUTED IN THE INDOOR SWIMMING POOL AND I COULD SEE A CHARRED ARM. It was ghastly OTL
Some more, I had to go through that room with the indoor pool to get to the outdoor pools and there were doors everywhere agh agh and the tilings were really slippery and I TRIED SO HARD NOT TO LOOK AT THE CORPSE D: And there was a group of people wearing coats that looked very much like Organization XIII's (Kingdom Hearts if you don't remember)
Sorry brain fails me already. But that dream was pretty scary. It was like, a nightmare in a dream, except that it wasn't really a nightmare but was sort of like a nightmare blech o_O
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By the way, what the hell is wrong with my little deepee with the oryzae in it??? Okay, I know I look different but seriously, I don't think there's much to it! And I hate it when people (especially of the opposite gender, I'm sorry) go "Oh, wow, you look really pretty/cute/insert-flattering-word" becaue it makes me. Feel. Very. Uncomfortable.
Thank you.
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Sunday, August 9, 2009
Title : IT'S ALIVE!!!
Time : 8/09/2009 03:16:00 PM
OHMYGOSH, TSUFWISH'S ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I kid you not. These past few weeks have been HORRIBLY horribly hectic for me and the seniors were so right when they said "Poly drains the life out of you". Anyways, little tidbits here and there that I'm going to dosh out because I'm bored, it's a Sunday and I have no life (or I'm too tired to have a life on Sunday but whateVA). However, TECHNICALLY, I've been updating through Twitter =D It's simple and does not take much time to put my thoughts into words unlike posting here D: But sadly, only other Tweeps can see what I'm Twittering XD mehmeh. Yesterday, went out to watch Up! 3D version with a couple of friends. So epic OAO I've never actually experienced a 3D movie before in a movie theater because Kuching is such a poor, deprived country and MUAHAHAHA I'M IN SINGAPORE NOW I have been deprived. (asdfasdfasdfITWASJUSTTOOCUTEasdfasdfasdf) I admit, I have wept a bit in the beginning because of Carl's flashbacks and the sweetness of the moments between him and Ellie and Ellie is just GONE like that and it is so not fair and now I am so rambling but yah yah yah~~ DUG DUG I WANT TO HAVE A DOG LIKE DUG ♥ ♥ Godfather, 'Are You Ready Tonight?' - V6 is so...addictive. And 明日の傘♥ (RANDOM APPRECIATION TAIMU: BELLE, I WILL NEVER FORGET HOW YOU INTRODUCED TO ME TO THE WONDERS OF JE AND 'A LOT MORE OF OTHER THINGS') Bro watched finish both seasons of 食いタン O_O And he expresses admiration for Higashiyama! 8DDDDD What else what else? Been trying to get my Sweet Pool to work BUT IT DOES NOT AND ARGH *TEARSHAIR* And it's useless to post pictures here because everything's in Facebook and we all know now that EVERYONE (almost la) in this world has Facebook etc etc TOO LAZY. But OH I FOUND A PIC THAT IS NOT IN FACEBOOK YET.  And NO that's not my phone, it's Melody's. Because when I use my phone, it's not as nice. And cool either. YES MELODY, I JUST CALLED YOUR PHONE COOL. DON'T GET YOUR EGO INFLATED BECAUSE I THINK EVERYONE'S (except my) PHONE IS COOL. Hmmmhmmm, OH and National Day concert in NP. WE HAD GLOSTICKS. AND AND MENTOS. AND LOLLIPOP. AND CLAPPERS. AND WHISTLES AND AND AND SINGAPORE FLAGS TO WAVE ABOUT. Now, why can't Malaysia do that? Especially when we have National Day celebrations in school? MOREOVER, SEEING MY LECTURERS PERFORMING/DANCING/SWINGING ABOUT ON THE STAGE WAS EPIC! 8D Dr. Ron (T16's mentor and counsellor) was even dancing to "Mambo No. 5"!!!! And as I was talking to my lovely kouhai/husband who has a husband already, telling her about NP's concert, I SUDDENLY HAD A THOUGHT. WHAT IF LODGE SCHOOL'S TEACHERS ALSO PUT ON A SHOW FOR US A STUDENTS? OR MAYBE COLLAB WITH THE SENIOR STUDENTS TO PUT ON A SHOW FOR THE JUNIOR STUDENTS?But Evonne doused my dreams with cold water, saying that they would never!! D: Awwww, why not, darling teachers? D: OTL OTL And I felt such a rush of affection for Singapore when I was singing their National Day songs~ "Count on me, Singapore~~~ Count on me, Singapore~~~" HAHA, TAKE THAT MAI HOME COUNTRY. Oh and last weekend, went to Cineleisure Orchard with cousin and friends to watch "The Haunting in Connecticut" and it was a total waste of money for me because I popped earphones into my ears and watched the whole movie through slitted eyes. Jonas is scary ):< RAWR I AM THE BIG BLACK BURNT MAN AND I'M COMING TO GET YOU TO CLEAR UP MY NAME. Holy shizz. The dead corpses O_O Btw, I've setted up a new site called The Meme Project which (obviously) will be dedicated to different sorts of memes which I've collected over time. Art memes will not be started yet, since I'm too lazy to finish mine, and spare me, I'VE JUST COMPLETED FEW PIECES OF DRAWINGS/COLOURINGS/INKINGS WHICH COMPLETELY BURNT ME OUT and brain's too frazzled to do anything else ;w; Anyway, think of it as a meme dump, where I'll throw all previous and new memes in there. End transmission. Labels: eeeet's MOVIE TIME, games, my boring RL, Nitro+Chiral, OTOCHAN~, random is teh middle nemu, Sweet Pool |
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Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Title : ):
Time : 7/07/2009 05:50:00 PM
Attachment was a bitch today.
):
Only close friends will know details.
): Labels: epic fail, RL's a bitch |
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Sunday, July 5, 2009
Title : MY SHINY NEW BAUBLE. I WISH.
Time : 7/05/2009 09:42:00 PM
TOM
FELTON
IS
SO
HOTT.
But he's such a good boy ;w;
It's the opposite of the bad boy, Draco Malfoy persona I've built up in my head of him.
He likes...fishing OTL OTL
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He's so hot.
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL
Where can I get a bauble of a man that looks like that? Labels: do wants, lols, loves, wtfs? |
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Saturday, July 4, 2009
Title : Doth Thou Internet Hate Thou Too?
Time : 7/04/2009 10:07:00 PM
I've been in a bit of a slump lately *_*
Wanting to go home and all even though I've been assured many many times that I've chosen the correct path.
I mean, I'm doing good for the society right?
My brain is so messed up.
FUUUUUUUUUUUGE, I STUDIED SO HARD FOR THE EXAMS AND I GOT A FUCKING F FOR ANATOMY AND PHYSIOLOGY. AND IT DOESN'T HELP THAT MANY OF MY TUTE-MATES ARE SO FUCKING STUDIOUS Labels: D:, epic fail, the harshness of RL, wtfs? |
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Monday, June 22, 2009
Title : Let Me Tell You a Bedtime Story
Time : 6/22/2009 02:17:00 PM
I know I know, I've been vegetating at home too long.
BUT TAKE A LOOK AT THIS GEM.
You know the 'Princess and the Pea' story? Well....I went onto the MadLibs generator after reading a post on LJ and subbed some words in there....everything to do with KHR. This is so win.
The Pineapple and The Whip- Hans Christian Anderson ONCE upon a time there was a prince who wanted to marry a pineapple; but she would have to be a real pineapple. He was bitten all over the world to find one, but nowhere could he get what he wanted. There were pineapples enough, but it was difficult to find out whether they were real ones. There was always something about them that was not as it should be. So he came home again and was sad, for he would have liked very much to have a real pineapple. One evening a terrible storm came on; there was thunder and lightning, and the rain poured down in torrents. Suddenly a knocking was heard at the city gate, and the old king went to open it. It was a pineapple standing out there in front of the gate. But, good gracious! what a sight the rain and the wind had made Mukuro look. The water ran down from Mukuro hair and clothes; it ran down into the toes ofMukuro shoes and out again at the heels. And yet she said that she was a real pineapple. "Well, we'll soon find that out," thought the old queen. But she said nothing, went into the bed-room, took all the bedding off the bedstead, and laid a whip on the bottom; then she took twenty mattresses and laid them on the whip, and then twenty eider-down beds on top of the mattresses. On this the pineapple had to lie all night. In the morning she was asked how she had slept. "Oh, very badly!" said she. "I have scarcely closed my eyes all night. Heaven only knows what was in the bed, but I was lying on something hard, so that I am black and blue all over my body. It's horrible!" Now they knew that she was a real pineapple because she had felt the whip right through the twenty mattresses and the twenty eider-down beds. Nobody but a real pineapple could be as sensitive as that. So the prince took Mukuro for his hooker, for now he knew that he had a real pineapple; and the whip was put in the museum, where it may still be seen, if no one has stolen it. There, that is a true story.
Dying of laughter still. Here's another one:
HAMLET'S THIRD SOLILOQUY To be, or not to bombs, -- that is the pineapple;
Whether 'tis nobler in the tuna to suffer
The slings and tonfas of beautiful fortune,
Or to take knives against a sea of guns,
And by bombing end them. To die, -- to fight, --
No more; and by a fight to say we end
The bird and the 691827 natural shocks
That flesh is mafia boss to,-- 'tis a cake
mysteriously to be wish'd. To die, --- to fight,--
To fight! perchance to bites! ay, there's the pimple;
For in that fight of death what X-gloves may come
When we have was bitten off this restlessly coil,
Must give us sword....
AND ANOTHER ONE!
"ELEANORE RIGBY" - The Beatles Ah, look at all the gay pineapples!
Ah, look at all the gay pineapples! Chrome Dokuro picks up the sword in a Namimori High School where a Vongola Carnival has been.
slices in a bird. summons at the eyepatch, wearing the owl that she keeps in a three-pronged trident by the pineapple. Who is it for? All the gay pineapples, where do they all come from?
All the gay pineapples, where do they all eats?
The words in bold are obviously the substituted words. Can anyone tell me where my sanity has gone? I miss it very much and I would like it back.
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