Gosh. I wish our school was good enough to have a full orchestra. I've been watching all those videos on YouTube where I see school orchestras playing
brilliant Pirates of the Carribean medleys...T.T Why can't we Lodgians be that good? Aren't we suppose to excel in the arts field too? Sadly, only a handful of students can excel in that field. Most just do really well academically.
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I'm not saying that we suck!! Heck, I'm a Lodgian!! Why would I say that the students in my school suck?? It's just, I wish we also have recognition in the arts field. Lots of people NOT from Lodge think we are snobbish and kek kuan. BUT THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND. Just because we're good in English!! *Well, I think we are...* Seriously, some outside school students are waaaaaay more haolien than us. I've met students who found out that I was from Lodge one time. They snubbed me, saying that Lodge School was only for rich kids and everyone who goes there is haolien.
MY BUTT ARH.
Sigh. Y'know, after we did all those 'charity' events thing, some of the golongan masyrakat in Kuching thought that we do it for show only. Oh my gawd. Well, maybe only segelintir of us did it for show. But the rest of us really wanted to help!! And I hate people stereotyping me as typical Ah Sia kia from Lodge. Stupid la. Some aunties whose name I do not plan to mention told my mum that I never seem to be independent and pro-active. Yes, I'm direct translating. But anyway...
WHO SAYS I'M NOT INDEPENDENT???? I couldn't help my mum for a while BECAUSE OF MY FOOT. NOT BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO. WHY THE F*CK CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND THAT??? Just because you don't have kids of your own.
Some un-Lodgian parents are also one kind. They are jealous of us *happy* Lodgians cuz we (to put it simply in their point of view) are much better than their own kids. So they try to find ways to cut us down to pieces.
Lol, I'm ranting here. I don't know why. Maybe some things from the past just came back to haunt me.
P/S: THIS HERE IS PURELY MY OPINION. If you disagree, please do so in my Cbox POLITELY please. I can do without rudeness in my life...