I'VE BEEN ACCEPTED INTO NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC OMGOMGOMGOMGOM

*SPASM*

*KEYBOARD SMASH*

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WHOOOOOOOOOO

HOORAY
HOORAY
HOORAY
HOORAY

But the sad thing is, I'll leave Kuching... D:

I'll leave behind my home, my dog and my PS2...

And most importantly, my parents and my cute little brother...

Will be jetting off for Singapore on Tuesday/Wednesday to collect my enrollment package and *maybe* squeeze in a little shopping time LOL!

*sigh*

AaaaAaAAaaaaahhhhHHHhhhh....

Hard...core...yaoi...

Not...good...for...my...eyes...

Brb...eye...balls...bleeding...

Nose...bleeding...

D: D: D: D:

Tidus = Asexual.

Wakka = Dude with the Jamaican accent.

What am I doing? =.=

Hooray 50th post for ツナfish!!

Too bad I've gotta start it off on a grim note.

There's a bitch of a mother in Lodge who keeps picking on my brother.

What the fuck is your problem?

My brother did NOT do anything to you to glean all sorts of criticisms and whatnots.

SO WHAT IF MY MUM IS EVIL FOR MAKING HIM WALK HOME FROM SCHOOL?

He's the one who wanted to walk back himself and mum's just respecting his wishes.

Just because you come and pick your own son up *and he's so fat kay*

DON'T TALK ABOUT MY BROTHER AS IF HE'S SOME BULLIED, WEAK KID.

JUST BECAUSE YOUR SON GETS UP AT 5AM TO PLAY BADMINTON AND THEN GOES SWIMMING THEN THEN THEN GOES GALLIVANTING AROUND WITH A BUNCH OF IDIOT GIRLS (WHO I DO NOT THINK HIGHLY OF BTW) SHOPPING.

Huh. My bro is wayyyyyyyyyyyyyy cultured than your boy.

You know what?

I DON'T LIKE YOUR SON EITHER.

So fucking full of himself, trying to be so suave around retard girls UGH.

WANNABE.

I DON'T CARE IF I SOUND LIKE I HAVE BROTHER COMPLEX (I think I do so yah) BECAUSE HE'S THE ONLY BROTHER I HAVE.

Some of you fucking Lodge School mothers are just so...groupie-like. Dressed up as if you wanna bed the Headmaster or something. GET A LIFE OTHER THAN DISSING OTHER PEOPLE'S CHILDREN LA.

Argh.

I feel like I'm always holed up at home, neglecting my life outside and not really going out with my bums anymore.

I AM SO SORRY IF I SEEM LIKE I'M BEING VERY ANTI-SOCIAL D:

I've been so very busy with all my applications and shit that I've totally lost track of RL. And I was also in a downloading frenzy cuz apparently, you can't simply download stuff in Singapore/Australia or you might get caught and *gasp* sued. SO NOW, MY LAPPIE'S WORKING 24/7 AND IT'S GOING TO DIE BEFORE I KNOW IT DDD: XD yeah anyways.

Ahhhh, I'm so tired, so tired SO TIRED.

I am

sick

and

very

GRAHHH

of

waiting.

Especially

when I'm at the edge of my nerves.

Have been cooped up at home, re-playing FFX too, since I find it strangely calming.

Furthermore, there's the GBC youth shirt thingy which has been keeping me super duperly occupied this two weeks, waiting for approval from Rev. Lee and then bringing it over to Hui Sing area (which, some of you may know, is very very far from my house and it's no use whatsoever about the fact that I can drive so what. the fuck.) for finalizing stuff.

Omg, nekkid man. Not hot though, so don't waste your mind energy by saying "WHERE?".

TnC is so fun. And good. And *ahem* mind-blowing. Still waiting for my Lamento and Sweet Pool to finish *SO NO WORRIES BELLE, I KNOW WHAT TO DO*

Tidus is one ghaey guy who can be X-ed by anyone.

Ok, I'm just basically blabbering now.

BUT IT'S SO FUN!

It's been too long since I've let my mind roll~

*brain rolls brain rolls*

*types furiously*

RIHITO-SAMA, BE MY BUTLER!

Btw, finally figured out my dream party.

Involves elegant evening gowns, tuxedos and many, many sexy butlers.

WHOOWHOOWHOOWHOO

Went out previous Sunday with Matt, Jeng, Liang, Alvin and my bro.

Camwhored like mad in the car with huge pimple under my nose D:

Matt's pulling out all the stops as so not to go back to KL but oh well, his mum cannot be persuaded even if he had a fever XD

KYUHUHUHUHU, DANCE DRILL CAUGHT MY ATTENTION BECAUSE "SHAMROCK" WAS SUNG IN THERE.

Oh wow, never knew ramblings could let out THIS much steam.

I LOVE YOU ALL EVEN IF YOU DON'T KNOW IT!

ESPECIALLY MY BUMS,

MY SARAH,

MY J-MAN,

MY PIAN PEI NA,

AH MISS YOU RETARDS IN NZ CUZ I CAN'T POKE/HUG/NOOGLE/ANNOYTHEHELLOUTOF/%$$#YGFHJGK YOU D:

Thank you.

DDDDDDDDDDDDDD:

When reading manga, make sure to put BGM. Especially when you suddenly switch.

DDDDDDDDDDDDDD:

TAAAAAAAAAAAPPPPPPPPPUUUUUUUUUUUUU

*cryyyyyyyyyyyy*

Yeah, just last Saturday, there was a music seminar in my church on Bach's Mass in B minor. It may sound boring but in truth, it's the complete opposite.

Anyways, I'm not gonna go all weird, raving about J.S. Bach's AWESOMENESS. Just about this little 12-year-old kid who attended the course with his mum.

That kid is a genius, dood. IQ level = Unknown (BUT BLOODY HIGH, KAY) and he can already play a number of Bach's preludes, Beethoven's "Moonlight Sonata" (I was 14 before I could tackle and finish that DD: ) and a number of waltzes. Whoa.

He's home-schooled, does scary, high-level Add Maths and is currently taking some American high-school program thing.

Seriously, I never knew this sort of kid actually existed within my vicinity. He goes to the same piano teacher as I do. The kid still maintains a very level head, and is extremely observant of the world around him. And he does not simply play hymns. He plays it with knowledge, unlike some people who just play it flowerily without knowing the true meaning of the hymn.

Brb, am speechless.

For some reason, Lamento and Sweet Pool do not work on any of my computers!! D: I'll have to download it instead D:

Also, just finished downloading 黒執事 and KHR doujin games :3 And am feeling very satisfied now XDD I ♥ TYL!Gokudera X TYL!Yamamoto~ They are just too shmexy *squirm* But sadly, the KHR DJ game is only involving TYL!Gokudera, TYL!Muku and Tsuna... D: No Yamamoto X Gokudera in there DDD:

**

My bro and I had a very WHACKED!talk the night before:

Fwish: "Hm...and what about Tsuna X everyone? Don't you think he's the perfect little uke? :3 *cue incessant rambling* "
Bro: *throws weird look* "Has anyone ever done a cross-over or something like that before? How about you try crossing D.Gray-man and KHR?"
Fwish: *stared at bro with wide eyes* "Wtf, YOU CAME UP WITH A BRILLIANT IDEA! What's wrong with you anyway...?"
Bro: "You la. All your cacat talk bah."
Fwish: "AH, AH, YOSH, GOKUDERA X ALLEN. PERFECT PAIRING. *proceeded to text Evonne about latest revelations and she replies with "NOSEBLEED"* A-AND AND, UM, TSUNA X KANDA OMGGGGG! Kanda X Hibari will just prolly result in bloodshed...*happily continues blathering about*
Bro: "If like that ah...what about Leon and Timcanpy leh? I mean, if humans got, what about the animals?"
Fwish: "..." *WEIRD LOOK AURA*
Bro: "Whaaaaaaaaaaaaat?"
Fwish: "For one, Tim is NOT an animal. He's a golem. And secondly, THAT'S JUST EW, DOOD."
Bro: " OKAY, OKAY! FORGET I MENTIONED IT!! Now can we stop talking about BL please?? I'm a boy laa!"
Fwish: "Shut up. I need an outlet for my twisted brain, so LISTEN. *continues off*"

**

Sorry, couldn't resist typing that out XD It was just too whack to keep to myself. I love my oto-chan! And I told him about the FMA doujin game and he just shuddered LOL. At least he's still normal :D :D

Never, ever, ever try reading BL and shounen manga together at the same time.

It's like adding Mentos and Cola together.

The combination of both (BL and shounen that is) may be too much for a normal human brain to handle and therefore, results in the brain exploding and the individual to start seeing different words within the speech bubbles.

For instance:


YES. I INSERTED UEKI'S NAME IN PLACE OF MISAKI'S. Cuz I was reading Law of Ueki Plus and JR at the same time. DDDDD:

Brain's still frazzled. Cannot think.

This is FATAL.

Finally, I'm done with choices!!!!!!!!!

*Does crazy dance around PS2*

I've applied for JPAE for NYP in Singapore to do their Diploma in Nursing. However if I do not get into NYP, I'll be heading off to the University of Queensland to do their foundation year. AGH, I'M GONNA MEET AFER THERE AND HE'S GONNA BULLY THE CRAP OUT OF ME DDDD: Oh well, I can always punch his belly OTL

Anyways, I've also applied for the SPA scholarship *something to do with the Malaysia government* in 'Jururawat Pelatih'. It sounds...ominous. I don't really want to get it, honestly. But mum was all "It's good it's good, they're gonna send you to England." I DON'T WANT THAT! D: But what to do? I already applied.

On a happier note, MY EXPERIMENTATION WITH MAKING ONIGIRIS WAS A SUCCESS!!!!!!!!!! I now have to make another batch for this Saturday for our GBC youth's party XDD It's so hard to make alot cuz I kinda applied the "Make and eat straight away" rule so ya...

I'm in a tomodatchi appreciation mood.

I. Love. You. Both. Equally and irrevocably. I'm so glad that I have the both of you to fill up *some* of my days with laughter and whatnot. Oh, the times we spent together XD plus impromptu shopping trips, where I get the time all wrong and thought that it was to be the next day OTL There's more to say but I feel kinda ghaey (RHYMES DOOD RHYMES!). And remember waiting for McD's? Feeling all annoyed LOL

There's Jeng, for making lame, LAME jokes that takes away the greyness of my day and sometimes saying things that were wise yet you didn't know OTL OTL And then there's Jun, for reminding me not to be worried about my results and on the whole, for being a good person and inspiration :3

ALSO, I *obviously* cannot forget Belle. It'd be a sin. ILU for *ahemcorruptingahem*exposing me to things I never knew existed OTL and just for being an excellent senpai hahahaha. Your sister too! One word: Kidnappers. And, eyebrows. I will never forget that day XDDDD I'm so glad we managed to grow closer! We must go Italy one day and look for our very own Dinos. Ahhh, *hugs* not enough words to express, seriously. I MISS YOU!

BELLE, YOU MADE MY NIGHT LAST NIGHT XDDDDD

As quoted from Evonne, "Filling up my head with homoerotic thoughts."

CHIBITALIAAAAAAA. ITALY-KUUUUUUUUUUN.

"I'm scared of the thunder *sniffle* Could I sleep with you?" -cue sad, adorable face-

This struck me the most: "P-PUT SOME CLOTHES ON FIRST!!" 8')

I apologize if no one understands this *well, not really. I'm just weird that's all ;w; *

Sleeping at 2am, glued to the computer screen *courtesy of a very bad senpai LOL* with a crick in the neck do not bode well for moi. Half the things I typed made no sense and furthermore, I watched a video where kids were singing a Finnish children's song about...

Pooping in the snow.

Holy crap, my daily quota of crack overflowed right then and there.

P/S: Balthier I love you. Marry me and make babies with me. WHICH BRINGS ME TO TEH NEXT LULZ.

This morning saw my mum, her friends and me visiting their friend in Normah Med. Hospital. Her 6 months old son was in there for pneumonia and oemgee HE WAS ADORABLE SQUEE SQUEE. Ya so. *cough*

As my mum picked up the little baby, her friends started teasing me saying "Eeee, your mum's getting ready for her grandchildren *nudge nudge*"

I gave them the most wtf!look I could muster (which wasn't very much, honestly cuz they all had huge grins on their faces). FOR MERLIN'S SAKE, I HAVEN'T EVEN GOTTEN MY SPM RESULT YET AND THEY'RE ALREADY WAITING FOR ME TO HAVE GRANDKIDS LOL. What's worse, my mum joined in.

I feel betrayed TTATT

Also, I wanted to try out アメあと** from w-inds. and he agreed! Said something about 儚くも永久のカナシ being nice as instrumental while アメあと will be played by him...AND SUNG BY ME *horrors* Lol, I have no guts to so I shall wrangle another instrumental from him *SORRY J-MAN*

*儚くも永久のカナシ=Fleeting and Everlasting Sorrow

**アメあと=Traces of Rain