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HELLO!
thy blog owner.
CLAY.
Is a tad too obsessed with the men of Johnny's Entertainment.

Wants to have her very own set of dancing, shirtless men.

Loves peach tea and passion fruit tea.

Studying in NP and not NYP. I &hearts NP!

Is not afraid of procrastinating work.

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BACK AND FORTH
the big big world.
Belle Evonne Sarah Joo Fion Mien Jesse Duck Cheryl Sam Crystal Danielle Melody

ARCHIVE BABY.
flashbacks.
  • September 2007
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  • January 2008
  • February 2008
  • September 2008
  • October 2008
  • February 2009
  • March 2009
  • April 2009
  • May 2009
  • June 2009
  • July 2009
  • August 2009
  • November 2009
  • January 2010
  • May 2010


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    Okada with dog icon made by me

    Monday, April 13, 2009
    Title : NP Induction Day!
    Time : 4/13/2009 08:12:00 PM

    Guess what.

    I SURVIVED MY INDUCTION DAY AT NP!! 8D

    It was great, really. I made 3 new friends! 2 Singaporean Malays and Chinese. One's called Nurul, the other Azureen and the Chinese was Fang Yu 8D *Felt compelled to mention their names OTL *

    Nurul plays netball, Azureen used to do track and field while Fang Yu is your typical couch potato lol.

    Surprisingly, there were lots of Singaporeans in my HSN course and lots of guys too (not bad leh, the guys quite cute orh, and there was this guy who kept giving me those puppy eyes XDD so cute!) And Joobum, I may be able to find you your hottie 8D Furthermore, I have also concluded that: Hot guys here have nerdy, sweet girlfrirends. The nerds get all the hot girls XD

    The 2nd and 3rd Years HSN students were all so lively and hyper :D Understandably, because NP has a reputation of being a *fun* poly hahaha.

    I'm so tired. NP is also the 2nd biggest poly in Singapore, the largest being Singapore Poly D: So now my calves are screaming and my feet are crying T^T Oh and my butt hurts.

    Also managed to find a place of my own today, with a Pakistani girl from Nanyang Technological Uni as my roomie. I do not know much about her yet but I'll be moving there tomorrow. And for those of you who are eager for my phone number, please wait patiently! D: Going out to buy phone now *W980 baby, sorry but my W880i will be going to my brother*

    Oh, oh did I mention? Something very random happened to me today. Was strolling on the pavement in NP when a girl suddenly came up to me.

    Girl: " Do you have Japanese blood?"

    Me: "... NO, WHUT? *cue clueless grin*"

    Girl: "Oh really? Haha, thought you do. You just have that look about you."

    Me: "Um...whoa, SERIOUSLY?"

    Girl: "Yeah!!"

    Yes, I am weirded out XDDD

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    Tuesday, April 7, 2009
    Title : ShagTASTIC Baby!
    Time : 4/07/2009 12:27:00 AM

    Went for dinner last Saturday with J-man and Mien. Well, I thought it was only J-man and Mien. Then suddenly, Sheryl and Andre turned up while I was harvesting the food for the steamboat. Plus, Alyssa Chua, Kelly, Desmond, Ambrose, Brandon, Roo, Guy-which-I-do-not-know-name-of also appeared. Dood, it was like, WHOA.

    Ah wait, not conveying my expressions proper-like since I'm so sleepy...yeah, went to Friendship Park after that and Mien and I griped about how single we are and how everyone in the world had their own half ;w;

    I know I'll never get any man after seeing the guys in V6. I mean, how many people know guys who can still maintain their hotness in their 30's-40's? *swoon* Belle, you're responsible for this!! But I love you all the more anyways.

    JUNJUN'S SO CUTE IN THE PAPICO AD OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG

    Um...*koff koff*

    Then just now, went out again with Joobum, Fibum, Alex, Mien and Agnes. Ate at Bella's 8) And started gossiping like crazy after dinner. Topics will remained undisclosed.

    All of us talked non-stop until...10pm? Yeah. The waitresses and the chef were giving us the "Shit, dood, when're they gonna leave??" look so we departed and headed for Starbucks at Precinct 88 there.

    Until 11pm.

    Never knew could talk so much wan LOL.

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    Friday, April 3, 2009
    Title : So the Curtain Falls
    Time : 4/03/2009 05:18:00 PM

    Ooh ugh. I went for a cervical cancer jab today (1st dose still, mind you) and it bleedin' hurts.

    My left arm feels like it's done a marathon workout and I can't even lift it high enough to drive/play piano/shift around/type lying down D:

    Enrollment into NP was a huge rush, considering that the week after next is already induction day for us students in HSN (Health Sciences Nursing) and then Health Sciences Freshmen Orientation Camp for 3 days.

    I lol-ed when I saw what the timetable contained.

    WATER AND DIRTY (not in the perverse way) GAMES?

    FOR STUDENTS IN NURSING AND OPTOMETRY?

    You've got to be kidding!

    Seriously, people who study Nursing and Optometry are usually those...soft, nice, shy types. *Eh, while on that topic, am I soft, nice, shy??* So, ironic much? P:

    A-and apparently, us in HSN are required to have PDAs of our own. PDA = Personal Digital Assistant.

    SO COOL RAIT? 8)


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    Monday, March 30, 2009
    Title : Oh, Happy Day!
    Time : 3/30/2009 02:36:00 PM

    I'VE BEEN ACCEPTED INTO NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC OMGOMGOMGOMGOM

    *SPASM*

    *KEYBOARD SMASH*

    KASHDLN;IU:KVUCTYREWA$#^&*OIUIYTASVDGIO^%&O*NUOI*OAS

    KJASHFVDAC^&DQPWERUNPQ*(WE&_(SDNPAUIYBPF*Q^W*E^

    WHOOOOOOOOOO

    HOORAY
    HOORAY
    HOORAY
    HOORAY

    But the sad thing is, I'll leave Kuching... D:

    I'll leave behind my home, my dog and my PS2...

    And most importantly, my parents and my cute little brother...

    Will be jetting off for Singapore on Tuesday/Wednesday to collect my enrollment package and *maybe* squeeze in a little shopping time LOL!

    *sigh*

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    Friday, March 27, 2009
    Title : So Pour the Champagne, Pour the Champagne...
    Time : 3/27/2009 10:59:00 PM

    Hooray 50th post for ツナfish!!

    Too bad I've gotta start it off on a grim note.

    There's a bitch of a mother in Lodge who keeps picking on my brother.

    What the fuck is your problem?

    My brother did NOT do anything to you to glean all sorts of criticisms and whatnots.

    SO WHAT IF MY MUM IS EVIL FOR MAKING HIM WALK HOME FROM SCHOOL?

    He's the one who wanted to walk back himself and mum's just respecting his wishes.

    Just because you come and pick your own son up *and he's so fat kay*

    DON'T TALK ABOUT MY BROTHER AS IF HE'S SOME BULLIED, WEAK KID.

    JUST BECAUSE YOUR SON GETS UP AT 5AM TO PLAY BADMINTON AND THEN GOES SWIMMING THEN THEN THEN GOES GALLIVANTING AROUND WITH A BUNCH OF IDIOT GIRLS (WHO I DO NOT THINK HIGHLY OF BTW) SHOPPING.


    Huh. My bro is
    wayyyyyyyyyyyyyy cultured than your boy.

    You know what?

    I DON'T LIKE YOUR SON EITHER.

    So fucking full of himself, trying to be so suave around retard girls UGH.

    WANNABE.

    I DON'T CARE IF I SOUND LIKE I HAVE BROTHER COMPLEX (I think I do so yah) BECAUSE HE'S THE ONLY BROTHER I HAVE.


    Some of you fucking Lodge School mothers are just so...groupie-like. Dressed up as if you wanna bed the Headmaster or something. GET A LIFE OTHER THAN DISSING OTHER PEOPLE'S CHILDREN LA.

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    Thursday, March 26, 2009
    Title : P.M.F = Post Mental Ferocity
    Time : 3/26/2009 07:05:00 PM

    Argh.

    I feel like I'm always holed up at home, neglecting my life outside and not really going out with my bums anymore.

    I AM SO SORRY IF I SEEM LIKE I'M BEING VERY ANTI-SOCIAL D:

    I've been so very busy with all my applications and shit that I've totally lost track of RL. And I was also in a downloading frenzy cuz apparently, you can't simply download stuff in Singapore/Australia or you might get caught and *gasp* sued. SO NOW, MY LAPPIE'S WORKING 24/7 AND IT'S GOING TO DIE BEFORE I KNOW IT DDD: XD yeah anyways.

    Ahhhh, I'm so tired, so tired SO TIRED.

    I am

    sick

    and

    very

    GRAHHH

    of

    waiting.

    Especially

    when I'm at the edge of my nerves.

    Have been cooped up at home, re-playing FFX too, since I find it strangely calming.

    Furthermore, there's the GBC youth shirt thingy which has been keeping me super duperly occupied this two weeks, waiting for approval from Rev. Lee and then bringing it over to Hui Sing area (which, some of you may know, is very very far from my house and it's no use whatsoever about the fact that I can drive so what. the fuck.) for finalizing stuff.

    Omg, nekkid man. Not hot though, so don't waste your mind energy by saying "WHERE?".

    TnC is so fun. And good. And *ahem* mind-blowing. Still waiting for my Lamento and Sweet Pool to finish *SO NO WORRIES BELLE, I KNOW WHAT TO DO*

    Tidus is one ghaey guy who can be X-ed by anyone.

    Ok, I'm just basically blabbering now.

    BUT IT'S SO FUN!

    It's been too long since I've let my mind roll~

    *brain rolls brain rolls*

    *types furiously*

    RIHITO-SAMA, BE MY BUTLER!

    Btw, finally figured out my dream party.

    Involves elegant evening gowns, tuxedos and many, many sexy butlers.

    WHOOWHOOWHOOWHOO

    Went out previous Sunday with Matt, Jeng, Liang, Alvin and my bro.

    Camwhored like mad in the car with huge pimple under my nose D:

    Matt's pulling out all the stops as so not to go back to KL but oh well, his mum cannot be persuaded even if he had a fever XD

    KYUHUHUHUHU, DANCE DRILL CAUGHT MY ATTENTION BECAUSE "SHAMROCK" WAS SUNG IN THERE.

    Oh wow, never knew ramblings could let out THIS much steam.

    I LOVE YOU ALL EVEN IF YOU DON'T KNOW IT!

    ESPECIALLY MY BUMS,

    MY SARAH,

    MY J-MAN,

    MY PIAN PEI NA,

    AH MISS YOU RETARDS IN NZ CUZ I CAN'T POKE/HUG/NOOGLE/ANNOYTHEHELLOUTOF/%$$#YGFHJGK YOU D:

    Thank you.


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    Tuesday, March 24, 2009
    Title : IT EXISTS OMG!
    Time : 3/24/2009 01:02:00 PM

    Yeah, just last Saturday, there was a music seminar in my church on Bach's Mass in B minor. It may sound boring but in truth, it's the complete opposite.

    Anyways, I'm not gonna go all weird, raving about J.S. Bach's AWESOMENESS. Just about this little 12-year-old kid who attended the course with his mum.

    That kid is a genius, dood. IQ level = Unknown (BUT BLOODY HIGH, KAY) and he can already play a number of Bach's preludes, Beethoven's "Moonlight Sonata" (I was 14 before I could tackle and finish that DD: ) and a number of waltzes. Whoa.

    He's home-schooled, does scary, high-level Add Maths and is currently taking some American high-school program thing.

    Seriously, I never knew this sort of kid actually existed within my vicinity. He goes to the same piano teacher as I do. The kid still maintains a very level head, and is extremely observant of the world around him. And he does not simply play hymns. He plays it with knowledge, unlike some people who just play it flowerily without knowing the true meaning of the hymn.

    Brb, am speechless.

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    Thursday, March 19, 2009
    Title : Of Rice Balls and Whatnot
    Time : 3/19/2009 04:33:00 PM

    Finally, I'm done with choices!!!!!!!!!

    *Does crazy dance around PS2*

    I've applied for JPAE for NYP in Singapore to do their Diploma in Nursing. However if I do not get into NYP, I'll be heading off to the University of Queensland to do their foundation year. AGH, I'M GONNA MEET AFER THERE AND HE'S GONNA BULLY THE CRAP OUT OF ME DDDD: Oh well, I can always punch his belly OTL

    Anyways, I've also applied for the SPA scholarship *something to do with the Malaysia government* in 'Jururawat Pelatih'. It sounds...ominous. I don't really want to get it, honestly. But mum was all "It's good it's good, they're gonna send you to England." I DON'T WANT THAT! D: But what to do? I already applied.

    On a happier note, MY EXPERIMENTATION WITH MAKING ONIGIRIS WAS A SUCCESS!!!!!!!!!! I now have to make another batch for this Saturday for our GBC youth's party XDD It's so hard to make alot cuz I kinda applied the "Make and eat straight away" rule so ya...

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    Saturday, March 14, 2009
    Title : For You, With Love
    Time : 3/14/2009 02:34:00 PM

    I'm in a tomodatchi appreciation mood.

    To my two bums:
    I. Love. You. Both. Equally and irrevocably. I'm so glad that I have the both of you to fill up *some* of my days with laughter and whatnot. Oh, the times we spent together XD plus impromptu shopping trips, where I get the time all wrong and thought that it was to be the next day OTL There's more to say but I feel kinda ghaey (RHYMES DOOD RHYMES!). And remember waiting for McD's? Feeling all annoyed LOL

    To my senpais:
    There's Jeng, for making lame, LAME jokes that takes away the greyness of my day and sometimes saying things that were wise yet you didn't know OTL OTL And then there's Jun, for reminding me not to be worried about my results and on the whole, for being a good person and inspiration :3
    ALSO, I *obviously* cannot forget Belle. It'd be a sin. ILU for *ahemcorruptingahem*exposing me to things I never knew existed OTL and just for being an excellent senpai hahahaha. Your sister too! One word: Kidnappers. And, eyebrows. I will never forget that day XDDDD I'm so glad we managed to grow closer! We must go Italy one day and look for our very own Dinos. Ahhh, *hugs* not enough words to express, seriously. I MISS YOU!

    To my cute, Timcanpy-ish kouhai:
    Thanks for making me realise some things over the past months in RL. And supplying me with doujins OTL I can't believe you can be more corrupted than me XDDD Lol, your busyness scares me too but that's just who you are and ILU for that!

    To my Man-rah in NZ:
    Reminder: PERSEVERANCE. No matter what. I miss the times we spent together. Eventhough we're separated geographically and we may change our ways over time, we're still BFFs. I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU. I want to give you potted plants every birthday again TAT Oh, screw it, I'll just airmail it over OTL
    Thanks for being there for me everytime I ef up (or down) and being my crying shoulder D: and especially for being my best friend.

    To J-man:
    ILU for being you. 'Nuff said :3

    To The Guy Who Treats Me as A Secretary/Mom:
    You're an idiot but you're still like a brother/son to me OTL Eeps, I must not name names.

    All of you, you know who you are! That is IF you are reading this.

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    Monday, March 9, 2009
    Title : RELEASED.
    Time : 3/09/2009 11:58:00 PM

    Awh. Mah. Frickin. Kami-sama.

    DISTANT WORLDS TICKETS ARE OUT OUT OUT! 8D 8D 8D

    The JPAE application form's out too. *Restless* I abhor waiting, especially when time is of essence.

    And, seriously, my best mate (since diapers) needs to get himself a girlfriend. He just texted me asking for help with bathing his dog XDDDD Dad says this: "One day his girlfriend find out who you really are, she'll curse you."

    Brb, laughing too much and having peach tea squirting out of my nostrils.

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    Sunday, February 22, 2009
    Title : JPAE's, Polytechnics and whatnots
    Time : 2/22/2009 10:56:00 AM

    I seriously have to blog about this or you'll get one very confused girl clutching a handful of application forms and submitting them all wrong ;w;

    Okay, so, first of all, I have to check up on the JPAE (Joint Polytechnic Admissions Exercise) for all Polytechnics (but I'm only aiming for NYP and NP) which requires a minimum of Grade 1-6 for English, Gen/Add Maths and Gen Science/Bio/Chem/Phys. Application form will only be available as of 9th March, 2009 at 10am. Like that, if SPM result not out yet, might as well use forecast *squirm* which isn't really good since there's only 5A's...but if SPM result come out before that, I'll send in that.

    I'm supposed to submit my admission forms before 13th March, 2009 to the Polytechnic of my first choice apparently. So that goes to NYP. My second form shall go to NP then. Oh, before anyone asks, NP refers to Ngee Ann Polytechnic. SgP, Temasek P, and Republic P do not offer nursing courses so I guess I have to apply for another subject course in any one of those P's. Maybe I'll check out the DMD(Digital Media Design) for Games LOL (though mum says career prospects for that aren't much) or try out Linguistics(English) (which says mum have more career prospects XDD). I have to take up an extra-curricular course in NYP too. Which shall be Japanese since I plan to get bonded to a hospital there. But to do that, I have to pass a kangoshi/看護師(nurse) exam given by the Japanese government. 本当に参りましたね...T^T 但...私は死ぬ気戦う!!! 猛!!!!!!!!!! 義理を沢田ツナ!! だめツナです!!! \(030)/ gotta love Tsuna-kun~ yeah, had to confuse you guys there for a mo cuz I couldn't help inserting some KHR phrases in there. (Basically, I said "I'm really confused...T^T But...I'LL KEEP ON FIGHTING WITH MY DYING WILL!!! EXTREME!!!!!!!!!!! Courtesy of Sawada Tsuna!! No-good Tsuna!!!" meh, as if you guys care anyways but...okay. Shall stop my ramblings.)

    I really hope I can get into nursing. The more I read about it, the more happy I was that I could choose this path because nursing really opens up your career choices. Plus, people will love you everywhere you go since you have the skills! Lol, *dreams of going to Africa/wherever there are maladies and sickness and becoming the next Mother Teresa* uhuhuhuhu *w*

    Been pigging out too much in front of computer laaaa!! Those pea-like sort of crunchy...peas. Yeah. Brought back those from Japan and I'm devouring it within a month. The whole bag's almost empty *DOOM DOOM DOOM* DDDD: And I can't bring myself to eat the chocolate that Belle gave me as a very very belated Vday's present cuz she made it!! *No, not implying that it's poisoned. Just that it's precious* But the Hershey's that have been given to me by my fiancee (HAHAHAHA, THE GIRL WHO THINKS SHE HAS A NO-BRAINER BOB) were crammed into my mouth within days of receiving it.

    Omg. I cannot wait to receive my fujoshi stuff once I'm in SG heheheheheheheh.

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    Saturday, February 21, 2009
    Title : United Colours of BENDETTON! (sounds...funny.)
    Time : 2/21/2009 12:57:00 AM

    THERE'S SOMETHING SERIOUSLY WRONG WITH ALMOST EVERY MALAYSIAN SMOKER.

    They feel the need to smoke within the vicinity of people eating.

    I mean, SERIOUSLY LA, what's up with that?? Is it some kind of pact/vow thingy saying, "I, as a proud Malaysian smoker, will hereby give my solemn promise  to bloody smoke very, very near people who are eating and give them lung cancer for inhaling my atrociously foul-smelling smoke."??

    Lol, I was at a food place, eating away jolly-ly when suddenly...

    "WTF, WHY DO I SMELL SMOKE WHEN I TAKE A BITE OF MY DELICIOUS CHA KUEH??" 

    Yeah that was me. Except I didn't really yell out the "WTF" part. Anyways, my mum happily answered, "Must be someone smoking~! (And then continued on in a louder voice) WHO'S SMOKING? (spoken in hokkien la)"

    And so, the group of us (yes, I hang out with my parents' good friends. So what??) moved the table and the guy who was smoking at the next table shot us all dirty looks (heehee). That got on my dad's nerves since I could feel it in the air.

    Actually arh, come to think of it, we were the nice ones for moving away to let him smoke in peace because I wouldn't put it past my dad to do the guy serious bodily harm. Oh, and me stubbing out the cigarette on his forehead while reciting the dangers of holding a 700 degree Celsius (I'm too lazy to open up MS Word just for one measley little circle thing behind the 700 and in front of Celsius) in your hand with your loved ones about you.

    Think about it: You are holding a 700 (or was it 500?) degree Celsius fire in your hand. With your kids/boyfriend/girlfriend/hubby dearest/wife dearest/grandma/grandpa/mom/dad/dog/cat/beloved pet very close to you. Haha, the front part was on a packet of tissues I received in Narita International Airport. Lol, one thing I like about Japan, they don't simply let you smoke anywhere. There are designated areas, as such is Singapore. Why can't Malaysia do it? OH, FOR REASONS THAT I CANNOT NAME (or I'd be carted off to ISA before you can say "OMGAXEL'SGHEY!" quickly without breathing.)

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    Thursday, February 19, 2009
    Title : It's not fair, it's not f-a-i-r FAIR
    Time : 2/19/2009 12:36:00 PM

    Huh.

    Apparently, I am too "delicate" to be a nursing student and am unable to lead a harsh life.

    AHHHHHHHHHHH, I havehavehavehavehave to get this clear ONCE AND FOR ALL.

    I don't mind serving people. I don't mind having to feed them. You know why? Cuz they are my patients. Well, not yet anyway. But soon. Soon...*gets lost in thoughts*

    Yeah so. I'm not gonna type it out on my blog right out, but I'm just gonna call that person "You-(Don't)Know-Who" after Voldemort. Except You-(Don't)Know-Who, you know, actually has a nose. Other than that, You-Know-Who can possibly be the resurrected (and real) version of Voldemort.

    You-(Don't)Know-Who has always had a problem with my life, ever since the Day 1 (or more known as, The Day Yours Truly Was Born). Every small thing that I say or do, You-(Don't)Know-Who just can't help pointing it out in a very malicious way to my mum. And when my mum answers back, You-(Don't)Know-Who thinks that I can't even defend myself and needs mommy to back her little girl up. Eventhough I'm not there to take You-(Don't)Know-Who's jibes, like wtf dood. GRAHHHHHHHHHHH FRUSTRATION, MAN.

    I'VE TAKEN YOUR SHITE FOR FAR TOO LONG.

    ONE DAY, I'm gonna be the top SRN (state-registered nurse) you've ever bloody seen in your pathetic life. And you can't order me around.

    Oho, YES. You-(Don't)Know-Who is the sort of person who treats people in this line of work as dirt. You-(Don't)Know-Who bullies them. I've seen it. And not only You-(Don't)Know-Who but the rest of them Death Eaters too. They even treat doctors like they owed them a life or something. It's seriously bugging me. Here, we have people trying to save lives and working like crap YET Y(D)KW and the DEs still think that they're a corupt bunch who likes money and don't give a damn for their family's. What. The fuck. Those 'corrupt bunch' are rescuing people who needs it more than you half-wits do, okay. 

    And I'm gonna show you what it means to be  a real person so you can't say anything more about me. And if you can even find one thing to jab at me about, I'm sorry to say, you're going down.

    Ah, my ranting steam has gone out even though my annoyance is still simmering somewhere in my heart. And no, I'm not trying to be bloody poetic.

    *&#^%!%!ER^%*

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